Yup, I haven't smoked for six days now!
I'm proud of myself so far, having gone from 20 cigarettes per day to zero!
BUT, I'm also dealing with heavy withdrawal... I feel depressed, get anxiety attacks, I have no appetite, I'm constantly tired, etc. I know giving up smoking will be worth it in the end so I'm determined to make it. It's just really hard to feel positive when you feel like it's the end of the world.
I'm going to see a doctor tomorrow for a check-up and to see if there's anything that will help me get rid of the depression and anxiety attacks. Those are the hardest for me to handle; all the dark thoughts, thinking about dying, and horrible things like that. Yuck.
Wish me luck!